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Wednesday, February 17, 2010

anything changed must have a reason behind it

Went for a short run just now so that my sin of taking too much calories will be reduced. But I thought the running is so insignificant to the amount of calories intake for the past 5 days.... =( As usual, it feels sooo good taking a brisk walk or taking a sit at park after a run. Enjoy the wind, the silence and the peace of mind. Its this time and maybe only this time, the minds opens up, free from details and it suddenly able to see big pictures again...

Anw, after the run, I suddenly recall about the first aid event that I did earlier. And decided to come out with a flow chart as a recap of the CPR lesson. Done up the flow chart immediately when I came back just now and realized that there is some discrepency between my understanding and whats stated in the notes. In summary, the discrepency is the sequence of DR. ABC. Which I thought should be DR. BABC. Because shouldn't we check breathing first before we can check airway? Maybe I should upload my flow chart next time to kick start a lesson and refresher session. =)

Ealier tonight, I have broken my practise of not-to-gamble-with-poker-cards (lol). Actually..., its not really a practise or something that I enforce on myself.. but rather its a belief or preference of how money should be used. And the reason why I "changed" is because I am doing it with a different mentality. The metality of doing it as an entertainment and socializing act, than a out-to-win-more-money act. Thought I have realize the difference long time ago, but its recently that I feel that the socializing act is important to perform... And I thought it maybe because of my 2010 resolution that is responsible for this change... Like my RO said, anything said must have a reason behind it. In my context, its anything changed must have a reason behind it. And I thought I haven had changed enough.